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Sunday, September 16, 2007
* guilt-stricken */ 11:13 PM what a guilt-stricken day it had been... didn't sleep well at all last nite. and i had to wake up at 6am today... washed up, got changed into formal attire, and headed to my aunt's place, where the bride was. my job for the bride's wedding today, is just to simply help open the car door of the bridegroom. and for that i got myself a red packet. ok la, i only 'earned' $20. but gd enough, considering that my job was super simple. went home for a while after the bride left with the bridegroom.. managed to catch some sleep, before i went out with my family again for the wedding lunch. yea, the banquet's held in the afternoon instead of evening. it was held at a ballrom in the Civil Service Club in Bukit Batok, a rather nice place yea. the wedding went well, the food was great. but even in a place filled with atmosphere of bliss and happiness, i couldn't make myself feel any happier at all. heh, i don't think i deserve to feel happy today, after what i've done last night. after the banquet, we headed back home again before leaving to go for dinner... we were invited to dinner by one of my dad's clients cum gd friend, and the dinner at his place was great. well the host is a big shot yea, the 2nd highest ranked staff at Visa International, Mr David Lee. but he's a down to earth man, really friendly and approachable. actually his whole family is just very nice and sincere yea.. =) the food was great too yea, even though it's home-cooked stuffs. most of the dishes were Hakka delights, which are special to me.. my grandma herself is Hakka, but i hasn't seen her cook such things before. had a good chat with Mr Lee's daughter, who's just slightly older than me and is in her 3rd year at SP. she's very friendly, as she approached me to start a conversation. was really nice talking to her about our respective poly lives, and how we're coping with our course's works. but somehow SP does seem to be a bit better off than NYP... hmmms. thru out the entire night, the same things just kept repeating in my mind. i really dunno what i can do to salvage the situation anymore... to atone for the wrongs i did last nite. but it isn't that i'm giving up on you, my friend; it's more like i'm giving up on myself this time round. i just don't want to hurt you or anyone else anymore... coz the pain i inflicted, will just inflict double the pain on myself. I don't have a good feeling about this coming week. may god bless me. it's my final decision to bid u goodbye, to finally leave you on your own for good. and i've finally made my first steps towards achieving my aim... |
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Profile Born in Singapore on 11th April 1989 as Soh Chun Kiat, aka CeeKay. Currently a digital media design student in NYP. Loves photography and dance, specialises in locking. |
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