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Monday, November 19, 2007
* hurting past */ 11:15 PM  i'm really exhausted and burnt out. and to this one particular person, I HATE YOU. not just for how you had hurt me in the past, but also for how the past had came back to haunt me in the present... i had alr seen this coming.. it was a disaster waiting to happen, yet i could do nothing about it. since last nite i alr felt bad over sth i saw. and today yet another problem came up... screw the sch admin for their stupid system... and screw myself for allowing this to happen too. everything is just so screwed. zzz! every day i had to endure the pain and torture, of being reminded of a person who had hurt me more than any other. if not because of my dear, i would have broke down long ago. yet today, my fears came true... and in the end i got bombarded by waves of pain from my pasts. sigh. i can only blame myself for my poor judgement in the past.. thankfully i still have a consolation in that, this time round i've found the right person that i always needed.. i need you to be as understanding as how you always had been.. let's face our past bravely together, so that we can move on to our future with no fears.. i'll hold ur hands and walk thru this dark tunnel with you, because i know that at the end we will find the light. have faith in us, okay? =) |