I....

I don't know what is it that I should do.
I can only wait and see what happens, is it?

I need to know what I am truly feeling,
I need to sort out my thoughts,
I need to face all the unhappiness and guilt that comes with it.

I hope to find an answer soon,
I hope that I can overcome all the barriers that lies within me,
I hope that this won't drag on and on anymore.

I am trying to be optimistic but faces many uncertainties.
I am doing my best to be brave and not run away from it all.
I am going to jiayou and make sure that I won't crumble.
I am not going to succumb under pressure.




I am tired, but I want to be happy.