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Friday, April 27, 2007
* fizzling out */ 12:30 AM

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY, EILEEN!


at this moment, i just feel that i'm fizzling out.
just like the gas bubbles in a bottle of coke that was juz opened.


lessons started at 4pm.
good rite?
and i woke up at 11.30am.
spent time doing my concept sketches for my 3D concept car,
posted it onto the SIDM forum,
and went to school for web design lecture,
followed by my first ever Motion Graphics class.
the module is cool!
but the lesson was not.
partly coz we were learning basics about the After Effects software,
and the basics are.. really basic. -__-"


headed to the dance studio after having my dinner.
there were more ppl than yesterday!
and standards are slightly better.
but we managed to end everything before 10.15pm!
cool rite. hahaha.
and the atmosphere was more high today...
guess we had learnt from yesterday's experience
so today most of the things seem to have went more smoothly.


strangely, today i feel more tired than yesterday,
even though my lessons started at 4pm
and i didn't dance at all today.
i guess everything's taking its toll on me...
worse still, i can't sleep now
coz i have work to do.
haiiii.


nothing seems to go well.
and i'm struggling hard,
trying my best to stay strong.
it's just that, i am losing strength
and it's getting harder for me to bounce back up.
seriously i had thought about giving myself a big rest.
i wondered if it would be good,
if i just stop going for FB for a while,
giving myself time to concentrate on my studies first.
perhaps i would still go for Gin's classes with the rest during then,
to keep myself improving at the same pace.
that's just an idea that i have now,
coz i see it as being good for the long-term..
but.. the thing is, i can't bear to leave FB at all.



dance. design.
asking me to balance the 2
is like asking me to balance an egg
with its smallest tip directly on my head.


somebody tell me wad i should do...
=(





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