Wednesday, June 20, 2007
* dejected */ 12:17 AM
today's been an okay day. the work that i did today was more than wad i had done for the whole of last week. i'm still left with mountains to climb though... haiiz. hate my course lecturers for giving us so many assignments. zzz!
frankly speaking i miss being a year 1. those year 1s better treasure their time now, before they start to kbkp even more in time to come. i always knew that life's a struggle, it is just that now i feel very much strangled. i need space to breathe and i aren't getting much of it.
right now i don't feel like doing work anymore again. maybe i'm burnt out after an entire afternoon of work.. and even though i went out to get some ice cream to eat, it didn't really help make me feel any better. maybe later on i should gourge on more ice cream and vent my frustrations on food.. X)
left with tomorrow, sunday, monday to finish IM assignment. unless i do it during camp too. then left with tues, wed and thurs morning for MG. and from Mon-Fri i must work on 3D at the same time. all 3 assignments are overlapping each other.. arghs!
i feel so dead. =(
i dunno if i'm making the right decisions. someone told me to go for what i really want.. but my conscience and my instincts tell me, i have to consider the consequences of my actions.. so.. maybe i have to sacrifice my happiness, in order for you to get yours.
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