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Tuesday, July 10, 2007
* lost in thoughts */ 12:39 AM  At Thai Express with FB peeps on saturday. =)As usual, i'm feeling super tired. Drawing lesson today was alrite. drew quite well i guess.. just that it's starting to get very tedious and boring.. maybe that's the way how things go as the semester goes on. if i'm not wrong there's no drawing module for my next semester.. both good and bad, but at least there goes a boring module. =/ went home to charge my hp, tried to find inspirations for my motion graphics redo... but until now i still can't set my mind on wad to do. time is running out.. re-submission is due on thurs yea. though it's optional, i won't wanna stick to my current grade. i'm sure i can do better the 2nd time round, really. it's just that.. there are other assignments pilling up too.. that's the worst thing of all. haiiz... what an idiotic course i'm in. i think tht in NYP, other than Nursing, DMD is the next most crazy course in terms of workload and stress level. it's sheer lunacy... it's driving me crazy. returned to school at 5+, stayed back for dance practice. synchronised "peaches & cream", which took us quite some time... overall i think we're good, though can be better of coz. but i'm confident that we can put up a good performance de.. yeaa we definitely can. =) felt super tired. lots of thoughts have been going thru my mind... and i can't stop but ask myself: what is it that i really want? do i know what i want? do i believe in what i feel? i can't get a definite answer at all... all i know now is, i certainly dun know what my feelings are... are things still the same as before? have i truly moved on? am i merely just finding an excuse to escape from reality? all these questions, i have asked myself for umpteen times; for years and years i have been asking the same things. why is it that i can never get a definite answer? i wish someone can tell me the answer. coz i'm really tired by doing everything on my own.. |