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Monday, August 6, 2007
* painful thoughts */ 6:11 PM today has been an absolute torture. had i knew it, i shouldn't had stayed at home.. regret not going to sch. there wasn't any drawing lessons for today, but i had intended to go to sch to film stuffs for my MG assignment. however i couldn't get anyone to help me with the filming, so i decided to stay at home instead and catch some rest. that was a wrong decision, it seems. =/ staying at home for the entire day was not only a bore, it was a torture.. not just because i had no ideas for assignments, no mood to do work and my comp switching itself off for umpteen times today, but also because i can't stop my mind from wandering... and that feeling i get is really hard to suppress. no matter what i just can't seem to get rid of certain thoughts... everything keep revolving and repeating in my mind, it's really driving me crazy. that sense of uncertainty and insecurity keep haunting me, and it has been a long while since i last felt like this. it didn't help that i spent the afternoon alone; if i had been in sch with friends around i would probably feel a lot better. tomorrow i will be going to school for sure. no matter what i must get someone to help me with the filming, if not i'm gonna be dead for the assignment. and i don't wanna rot at home again like the way i did today. let's hope that tomorrow will be a much better day. haiis. 如果思念是一种病， 我也许一辈子都无法出院。 |
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Profile Born in Singapore on 11th April 1989 as Soh Chun Kiat, aka CeeKay. Currently a digital media design student in NYP. Loves photography and dance, specialises in locking. |
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