Friday, August 10, 2007
* shattered heart */ 12:52 AM
today's been a very long day. spent exactly 12 hours out, with jess, qian, shikin, yf, joey, eli, viney and fred, and also lucius who joined us late. but the day wasn't a great one bahh.. zzz..
frankly speaking, other than watching Jay's new movie "Secret", the rest of the day were a complete waste of time. coz we didn't get to watch the NDP fireworks in the end. zzzz...
Jay's movie was seriously very nice... and it exceeded my expectations! i'm surprised at how nice the movie was.... it just felt so special. and yea i wanna watch again.. =)
well i think i'll blog abt the rest of the day some other time. probably tmr nite. there's 2 assignments for me to chiong for the next 16 hours, before i have to submit them. which probably means tonite i won't be sleeping much, or probably won't even slp at all. as if i have the mood to slp anyways.. haiiz.
and i wanna thank Kes & Jeanie for being there for me. at least i feel kinda better now. =)
i asked a question i knew i may not have to ask, i got an answer i knew that i would get, but the feeling i get now is far more difficult to handle than expected. maybe time is all i need...
been waiting for more than a year, but the answer remained the same. does it really matter anyway? weren't i very much contented with the way things are now? yet instead of clearing up my doubts, more questions were created now... seems like i couldn't have been more wrong in my decisions.
but in the end, i don't matter to you anyways. he does.
may happiness find its way to you...
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