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Saturday, February 2, 2008
* messed */ 2:47 AM my life's in a mess now. a big bloody mess. i would love to get more sleep, but i've screwed myself up for 3 consecutive nights and my total sleeping time for these 3 days are lesser than a normal person's sleep for 1 day. i would love to be happier, but tonite i had just screwed up again and made myself unhappy. i would love to hate myself now, but i am gonna just pick myself up and remind myself of all my faults. it's a damn stressful period now. yet where is the CK who promised to learn how to handle everything? stop going AWOL. you know you can't run and you can't hide. just get on with everything now, and remember to be the person u promised urself to be. u've worked so hard to come thus far; dun commit the same mistakes again and put yourself back to square one. CK, jiayou bah. for the love of Chan Jeanie, and also the good of urself, you must do it. GO GO GO!  |