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Tuesday, September 16, 2008
* waking up */ 10:18 AM 梦醒了 - 袁惟仁 我想起你描述梦想天堂的样子 手指著远方画出一栋一栋房子 你傻笑的表情又那么诚实 所有的信任是从那一刻开始 你给我一个到那片天空的地址 只因为太高摔得我血流不止 带著伤口回到当初背叛的城市 唯一收容我的却是自己的影子 想跟著你一辈子 至少这样的世界没有现实 想爱著你一辈子 做你感情里最後一个天使 如果梦醒时还在一起 请容许我们相依为命 绚烂也许一时平淡走完一世 是你选择我这样的男子 就怕梦醒时已分两地 谁也挽不回这场分离 爱恨可以不分责任可以不问 天亮了, 你还是不是我的女人? --------------------------------------------- Finally I've slapped myself awake. Never have I made myself face reality so glaringly. All these while I thought I had already done so, but today reality stared harder at me. I dodged and tried to hide away from it, but it only grabbed me even harder and i just had to look at it. And looking at reality, it really bites. All these time i've been hitting nails into a fragile wall. When i realised my mistakes, i tried to pluck the nail out. Some nails are out, but what remains? Holes that can never be filled back up again. And yet today, i made the same mistakes again. Can i rebuild back a brand new wall? Apparently no. Things can never be truly afresh. Starting afresh is not so literal after all... But I only have myself to blame. All these while we've been living a dream. Maybe you had woke up a lot earlier from me. But i was still in the dream, thinking that everything's gonna work out fine. Now i've realised, the dream was long over, and guess what... I was the one who ended the dream. Yet I never knew. "Always too late." That's exactly what I am. And i admit it. The world has already moved on, yet i am stuck at the same spot and still thinking that i'm moving along too. i gotta stop being naive. the honeymoon dream is long over, and what's left now is the bare truth that faces us. I feared for the day the dream ends, but now i know i have to get out and face reality. i must solve this fast, before even the slightest of hope is gone. 如果梦醒时还在一起 请容许我们相依为命 绚烂也许一时平淡走完一世 是你选择我这样的男子 ////////////////////// you chose me. and stayed with me all these while. tolerating thru all the pain and anguish. i must not let you down... at the end of this journey, we will be standing next to each other, and not apart. Ceekay, wake up. The dream is over. Take action fast before it's too late... Jiayou... |
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Profile Born in Singapore on 11th April 1989 as Soh Chun Kiat, aka CeeKay. Currently a digital media design student in NYP. Loves photography and dance, specialises in locking. |
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