Tuesday, May 29, 2007
* hurt again */ 12:07 AM
initially i didn't want to blog. coz i didn't see the need to at first.. but now, seems like i have to do it after all.
anyways i would like to thank a lot of ppl who have stood by my side all these while. there's too many to name.. but i know at least there's 3 ppl who i really treasure. u 3 know who you are, i believe there's no need to say anything more. the mass phone conference call last nite proved everything. =)
drawing lesson was great. not juz coz the female model we had were quite pretty, but also coz i think i drew very well for today. ^.^
came back home before going back to sch again. crashed SK's lecture! hahaha. funny lahhh. she crashed mine and i crashed her's. its actually quite interesting to find out more abt wad other courses really do.
and tonite i found a new bosom friend, who had chatted with me thru the nite. understood each other alot more yeaa... and i just feel very fortunate to be able to know such a friend. thank you so much.. u know who u are. =)
the reason why we are hurt, is simply coz our words are falling on deaf ears. advice from us are not heeded, our hints to you are not understood. do u really want us to be so blunt and end up straining our relationships further?
u may not be able to see what's wrong with u. but to us, we felt it coz we have seen it ourselves compared to the past, everything's so different now. it's no coincidence that there is a chinese saying "outsiders can often see you clearer than wad you can see of yourself" maybe time will tell eventually.
and your action today only served to justify my new found perceptions of you.
if you really care for me as a friend, you'll know where to find my explanations of everything. otherwise, u deserve not to know anything at all.
thanks for hurting me.
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