Friday, May 25, 2007
* truth */ 1:50 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARON!
i'm freaking tired.
i'm finally done with my portfolio website, as well as my project report... it took me super long to finish.. haiiz.
visit my portfolio website please. http://www.ck-soh.com comments and feedbacks would be greatly appreciated. =)
woke up at 9+ this morning, started to continue on my assignments at 11+. was done with most of the stuff within an hour, so i went to school at 1+...
haiiz. heard about a lot of things today... i'm totally shell-shocked and disappointed.. why have things turned out this way? why can't everyone just be more sensible, and learn to get along with each other? why muz there be so much unhappiness between us all?
people do change after all.. and all i can do is to watch helplessly... no matter wad i say, whatever i do, i'll never be able to change things for the better. i'm truly giving up all hopes.
on a happier note, SQ and SK came to crash my lecture today! hahaha. nice of them to accompany me... the lecture only lasted 30 minutes, so the 3 of us went to South Canteen for drinks... hmmmz.. joked around a lot la. haha... the 2 of them were even kind enough to send me to my 5pm class. awww. =P
didnt go for FB Junior's pract, as i had to go home early to rush my assignments. thankfully i came home early, coz it took me 4 hours+ to complete everything... rarrr. i'm burnt out. my back is aching like crazy...
S.H.E and Cyndi's new albums are nice! thanks a lot to SQ for the songs... haha. ok that was random.
i can only hope that things will be better soon.. coz all of us are really tired, and everything need to stop asap.. otherwise, it will only strain relationships even further. the only consolation is that, now i am truly convinced who's true and who's not.
here's one of Cyndi's new songs. it is just like an extract from my own mind.. it says what i feel.
原来这才是真的你 --- 王心凌 So This Is The Real You - Cyndi
我关了手机 I switched off my phone 用力地深呼吸 took in a deep breath 告诉我自己 and told myself that 没有什么了不起 it's nothing much at all. 就当我和你 just take it as if you and i 演一出爱情戏 had acted a love drama. 流一点眼泪没关系 it doesn't matter to shed a bit of tears.. 也许是我太年轻 maybe i was too young, 不懂你要的关心 and don't understand the concern you wanted.. 并不只是一对一 it doesn't have to be one-on-one 才会伤害自己 for us to end up hurting ourselves
chorus: 原来这才是真的你 so this is the real you 无法掌握自己的心 unable to control your own heart.. 偶尔花言巧语 occasionally talking so sweet, 偶尔又选择逃避 occasionally choosing to retreat. 自做聪明 trying to act smart, 原来这才是真的你 so that's the real you. 习惯演戏 accustomed to act and pretend, 随时在磨砺演技 training your acting skills at any time, 忘了什么叫做珍惜 you have forgotten what it means to cherish. 你想找谁合演对手戏 who you wanna find to act your show with, 这是你的权利 it is your own right. 就让你自己决定 i'll let you decide on your own.
爱情过了保险期 when love goes beyond a safe period, 就像玩腻的游戏 it turns into a game that turns us off. 不想再要一对一 no longer hoping for us to be one-on-one, 可是没有耐心 yet I no longer have the patience.
chorus
虽然泪水淹没了眼睛 although tears drown our eyes, 我却轻吻让心痛一个彻底 i chose to let a gentle kiss hurt my heart completely. 决定就现在喊停 i've decided to stop it all now, 不再受委屈 never to be in grievance anymore...
chorus
stop being a slave to jealousy... it's turning you into someone worse than a monster.
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