Monday, December 22, 2008
Way Back Into Love/ 10:43 PM
Ceekay is not in a good mood today. Very tired, drained, and somewhat emo.
I was struggling to stay awake thru work, i dozed off the whole time while having a haircuit after work, and my eyes are still threatening to close at this moment.
Anyways, something interesting happened today. Well... my boss and my supervisors all now know that I was from Fonkay Styles! In a way it's not surprising that they found out, coz 77th Street was sponsor for KO Night, but the thing that got me kinda shocked was that I'm requested to do a 30s-1min private solo performance for the company on X'mas Eve! Like... WTH?! T____T
So now I gotta look for a song and decide on what to do soon.
Coming up are plenty of dance events too. I almost got into a team for Funka somehow but turns out it's too late to register. =/ And then there could be a performance coming up at Zouk... I'm gonna be involve with Natasha Studio soon...
Dance is gonna be such a heavy part of my life now. Somehow I don't feel happy about it, but I know this is what I'm fated for, ever since I won KO Night this year.. Don't get me wrong, I'm not being proud or what. I just feel that all these intensive dance activities are part of the responsibilities I gotta shoulder when more ppl knows my name. Just look at Fong, he has been so busy with dance so much more than me. I should be counting myself lucky that I'm not as busy le.
All i want now is to spread my knowledge of locking... Hopefully someone will takeover the baton by the time i go for NS, and continue to bring the locking scene here to greater heights.
Christmas is coming real soon. I have no date for 24th and 25th so far, although I have an idea in mind. But I guess, the date that I want will never come... Because there's already someone else in my place I believe.
So I can only wait. And I will... I just hope that this time round, I am not making the wrong judgements yet again.
My heart hangs by a thread once more.
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