Thursday, May 31, 2007
* misunderstood */ 12:48 AM
pic1: is that dory? pic2: oh i see nemo's dad, marlin. pic3: ahhh so it's dory & marlin! lols. lame. pic4: rab & me.. with the distorted mirror in E308
today's been an okay day. actually yesterday i had slept for quite a lot.. more than usual, i would say. yet i still looked tired when i went to school.. no surprise though.. given the amount of time i had spent on worrying. everything keep repeating in my mind, and it has been this way for almost the entire day. i guess the only time when i don't think of it is when i'm actually sleeping. but yet i had dreamt of my worries yesterday.. like.. wth?! can't i be spared of everything even in my sleep?
authoring class was. ermms. better than last week. probably coz i had tried to listen more attentively today.. yeaa. at least i can catch whatever was taught. but for french.. for some moments i was lost. partly because i was lost in thoughts at those times. my mind simply cannot concentrate..
so in the end, i decided to go down to town alone during the 4 hours i had between my last lesson and FB pract. went to collect my Kbox membership at Marina Sq, had lunch and just walked around aimlessly.. and yeaa it's the Great S'pore Sale now, so i saw plenty of goodies on offer. was tempted to buy.. but.. it's better to be thrifty. =)
helped yf to buy her mini electric fan at amk hub, before i headed back to sch for FB pract.. hmmm our plans for today went very well! managed to carry out what we wanted to do.. hopefully things will be better on friday, coz admittedly we lacked a bit of impact today. lols.
and i'm gonna go watch Wrecking Crew Orchestra, O-School, NRA and even our own Fbodz peeps to perform at The Big Groove 07's dance concert! yeaa~~.. been looking forward to it.. muz muz muz watch W.C.O especially... Yokoi~! Shohei~! Bon~! lols. i'm going crazy... =p
and thanks a lot to shuffee mummy today for giving me hugs and encouragements.. boyboy is happy and contented to have so many friends caring and loving him.. haha.. =)
at least, it had helped to take away some of the pain. yeaa..
it's ironic, really. people that wore masks in front of you are treated as trusted friends; people who bared their true faces to you are treated as transparent. nothing hurts more than seeing you believing in people who had made use of you to hurt others...
this is the reason why we are all so hurt... yet you still don't see why. once again, i repeat.. for one last time... if u really care.. u will find all the reasons u need to know.. it's at somewhere only you can find.
and i'm glad to have found a gold mine, despite losing a silver ring. =)
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