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Thursday, May 3, 2007
* unlucky */ 4:35 AM  it's 4.36am, juz finished uploading some blueprints of my 3D concept car. (which is the pic i uploaded above) after i finish this post, i'll be going to sleep soon. had juz watched a soccer match... AC Milan vs Man Utd. well, Milan won. it's kinda disappointing, but at least i'm consoled by the fact that Chelsea didn't win Liverpool either. so at least no salt was rubbed into the wound. lessons in school were okay. managed to take nearly 1 hour of nap during my authoring lesson. simply because the tutor was going thru answers for the variables worksheet, and i got the answers correct so i could afford to take a nap and ignore everything. but at least i kept myself awake when he was teaching other stuffs. french lesson was fun as usual. it's my first time seeing Ms Janet Lau, and she's really eccentric. she's too passionate and her smiles are too wide. her laughter is.. weird too. for the whole lesson i can only look at her in disbelief. but of coz, she's a nice teacher. managed to learn a lot of new stuffs from her today... juz hope i can get used to her weird personality soon. had a good rest when i came home, slept for almost 2 hours. but the dreams i had were.. weird in a way. and tonite, i can say that my run of bad luck just dun seem to stop. just when i tot things would turn for the better, bad things just keep coming. i wonder when will all these ever stop... coz i've been on such bad luck for so long, it seems like i'm starting to get immuned to it already. still, there are certain things that i really can't help but think more abt it. after so long, it turns out that i'm back at square one. i'm standing at where i started... even after what i had done for the past 11 months, nothing ever changed, it seems... i know that sometimes we will never reap any rewards even if we work hard for ages. but i wonder why i juz can't let go of it all... my mind just tells me to keep trying hard and wait for the day that i would reap the benefits. will that day ever come in the first place? i don't wanna ask myself anymore questions. you never opened your eyes to see all possibilities. |