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Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Emo Thoughts./ 12:12 AM

I saw her blog today...
I did so after much consideration and struggles.
Coincidentally I've been listening to that same song too on her blog...
We both may be feeling the same things i guess.

merry merry christmas
lonely lonely christmas
想祝福不知该给谁
爱被我们打了死结
lonely lonely christmas
merry merry christmas
写了卡片能寄给谁
心碎的象街上的纸屑



and today, the mug that she gave me shattered.
i accidentally dropped it, it broke,
and now it resides in the rubbish chute.
when the mug broke, i knew it meant something...
i'm upset as well, but yet i saw it coming somehow.

fate always have its own ways of giving us signs and hints.
sigh.

I've been listening to the song below a lot of times these few days too.
Last time when she sent me this song,
she and i never knew what it meant.
Or at least to me, i never went to look for its lyrics,
and neither of us knew who the singers were.

Last night i went to look for it,
and guess wad.. the lyrics totally fit wad i was thinking.
Such a coincidence...
Yet again, i can't help but wonder if it's pre-destined.
Sigh.


Just as the song suggests, it's a struggle between logic and love.
And I chose to be logical, because I love.



So... Goodbye it shall remain...
I still wish you happiness, and I shall go ahead and pursue my own too.
Jiayou. =)



陈柏宇 Jason Chan (what a coincidence again) + 杨丞琳 Rainie Yang :
"理智与感情" (Reason and Sentiment)

Li Zhi Yu Gan Qing


遗憾到 无助到 难受到 残酷到
到早上很怕张开眼睛
而望见 墙上角 灰一片 都想到
那张脸便逃命无怨命

这么感性难怪无法撇清
已逝去感情早已没生命
这种反应完全是任性
告别唯有当擦亮眼睛

多少失戀者仍然健在
证实要放弃过去至找到未来
曾被爱同样有权分开
拒绝悔改会死于爱海
一生本应该活在现在
挂念会美化了错爱 永远受害
谁像你能像哲学精彩
说亦恨难无可耐


谁没有 盲目过 然后再 麻木过
要恭贺得到比失去多
曾念过 明白过 只不过 花开过
最想念仍然是无花果

话虽不错 人有时会痛楚
太自觉可能偏却没帮助
大千色相谁人凭什么
会令谁永世困在最初

多少失戀者仍然健在
证实要放弃过去至找到未来
曾被爱同样有权分开
拒绝悔改会死于爱海
一生本应该活在现在
挂念会美化了错爱 永远受害
谁像你能像哲学精彩
说亦恨难无可耐

如可这么理智的话
那段爱可能是假
就与他哭到快乐吧
也许开心过总有代价

多少失戀者仍然健在
证实要放弃过去至找到未来
曾被爱同样有权分开
拒绝悔改会给感性伤害
一生本应该活在现在
谁每日能开心喝彩
最可惜
理论如何精彩
那寂寞如何忍耐

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