Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Emo Thoughts./ 12:12 AM
I saw her blog today... I did so after much consideration and struggles. Coincidentally I've been listening to that same song too on her blog... We both may be feeling the same things i guess.
merry merry christmas lonely lonely christmas 想祝福不知该给谁 爱被我们打了死结 lonely lonely christmas merry merry christmas 写了卡片能寄给谁 心碎的象街上的纸屑
and today, the mug that she gave me shattered. i accidentally dropped it, it broke, and now it resides in the rubbish chute. when the mug broke, i knew it meant something... i'm upset as well, but yet i saw it coming somehow.
fate always have its own ways of giving us signs and hints. sigh.
I've been listening to the song below a lot of times these few days too. Last time when she sent me this song, she and i never knew what it meant. Or at least to me, i never went to look for its lyrics, and neither of us knew who the singers were.
Last night i went to look for it, and guess wad.. the lyrics totally fit wad i was thinking. Such a coincidence... Yet again, i can't help but wonder if it's pre-destined. Sigh.
Just as the song suggests, it's a struggle between logic and love. And I chose to be logical, because I love.
So... Goodbye it shall remain... I still wish you happiness, and I shall go ahead and pursue my own too. Jiayou. =)
陈柏宇 Jason Chan (what a coincidence again) + 杨丞琳 Rainie Yang : "理智与感情" (Reason and Sentiment)
Li Zhi Yu Gan Qing
遗憾到 无助到 难受到 残酷到 到早上很怕张开眼睛 而望见 墙上角 灰一片 都想到 那张脸便逃命无怨命
这么感性难怪无法撇清 已逝去感情早已没生命 这种反应完全是任性 告别唯有当擦亮眼睛
多少失戀者仍然健在 证实要放弃过去至找到未来 曾被爱同样有权分开 拒绝悔改会死于爱海 一生本应该活在现在 挂念会美化了错爱 永远受害 谁像你能像哲学精彩 说亦恨难无可耐
谁没有 盲目过 然后再 麻木过 要恭贺得到比失去多 曾念过 明白过 只不过 花开过 最想念仍然是无花果
话虽不错 人有时会痛楚 太自觉可能偏却没帮助 大千色相谁人凭什么 会令谁永世困在最初
多少失戀者仍然健在 证实要放弃过去至找到未来 曾被爱同样有权分开 拒绝悔改会死于爱海 一生本应该活在现在 挂念会美化了错爱 永远受害 谁像你能像哲学精彩 说亦恨难无可耐
如可这么理智的话 那段爱可能是假 就与他哭到快乐吧 也许开心过总有代价
多少失戀者仍然健在 证实要放弃过去至找到未来 曾被爱同样有权分开 拒绝悔改会给感性伤害 一生本应该活在现在 谁每日能开心喝彩 最可惜理论如何精彩 那寂寞如何忍耐
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